Monday, May 02, 2005
It's juz too scary witnessing that scene.. It's too much for me..
On the outside, im trying to maintain my so called "ego", but in the actual fact, i wanted things to be alrite.. Juz watching you vend your anger on anything you can get your hands on breaks my heart..
Real bad..
Im sorry.. I know you hate that word, but i truly am.. Sometimes i dont know why, but i juz seem to cause you trouble no matter how much i try to please you.. I really hate to see you angry.. i juz wished i could turn back time..
"Next time this happens again.. let me tell you, no more Mr Nice guy.."
Sigh.. Sometimes wat i do are mistakes and sometimes i dont even take notice of them... I need you to remind me, by telling me then i know.. Sigh.. Shibz.. I juz dont know how to explain this.. All i can say to you now is..
Sorry...
11:15 PM